"Shin Splints"
A Blog by
Doug Logan
Human
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
"Are we human, or are we dancer? My sign is vital, my hands are cold And I'm on my knees, looking for an answer Are we human, or are we dancer?"
This is the haunting chorus to the recent smash single by The Killers on their best work to date, Day & Age. Interestingly, it has aroused a huge controversy on alternative music message boards. For those who do not follow the crazies on the music scene, at times it makes the discourse on track sites seem like Mother Goose. The argument is whether the lyric is "dancer" or "denser", and there are fanatical proponents on both sides. On the "dancer" side are those who have taken to finding obscure Hunter S. Thompson references. Those who swear it is "denser" claim insider knowledge of the band's true intent. At the end of the day, the boys in the band say the correct answer is: dancer. But they showed their business acumen by letting the mystery hang out there, unanswered, for several weeks.
I, with my artillery-altered hearing, have always sided with the "dancer" contingent. It makes no difference; the song is terrific. But every time I hear it I am reminded of a disturbing incident which took place at our National Championships in Eugene several weeks ago.
In the first Women's Steeplechase semifinal, the barrier at the water obstacle was set three inches too high. Human error; no more, no less and totally unacceptable. We have too many seasoned officials present for this kind of mistake to take place. We exposed too many athletes to an inherently dangerous condition, and we should be roundly chastised for our error.
During the first heat of this semifinal, a superb athlete, Nicole Bush, stumbled and fell as she was negotiating the obstacle. She slowly gathered herself and continued, now with a pronounced limp. You could see the determination on her face as she grittily fought off the pain. Nicole finished the race to the sound of appreciative applause admiring her courage. As the day wore on, the pain in her foot did not subside and she was taken to a hospital, where two fractures in her foot were diagnosed and preliminarily treated.
What happened next is a shameful chapter in this federation's history. The next day, at Hayward Field, I heard of the details of Nicole's injury and proceeded to seek her out. I was accompanied by my friend and colleague, Terry Crawford, one of the deans of the college coaching profession. I found Nicole and family members at a table in the athlete's area, her foot bound with bandages, crutches nearby. We were soon joined by her accomplished coach, Walt Drenth of Michigan State. I apologized on behalf of USATF, and told her this would not happen again. I indicated to her that we would provide her with medical assistance to assure her speedy recovery. [Nicole has availed herself of the new program for elite athletes we have established with St. Vincent's Hospital here in Indianapolis.] I expressed that she will not fall off our developmental radar screen and, in fact, will go to the head of the line when it comes to assistance in her rehabilitation and recovery. She and her family thanked me for my concern.
What I then heard from Coach Drenth shook me to my core. This man, with 20 years of college coaching experience, also thanked me for my actions. He went on to say that they (Nicole, her family and he) had spent several awkward hours since arriving at the track. That no one would make eye contact with them; that I was the first to even mention the prior day's incident. No official, no committee member, no big shot, no one had the human decency to reach out to them. Forget taking accountability for what happened; the people Coach Drenth and Ms. Bush encountered refused to even acknowledge what took place. Coach and athlete were made to feel like pariahs.
Yesterday was the first anniversary of my hiring, and I wish I could say this kind of avoidance and dodging was an isolated incident. I saw it in Beijing, I have seen it in the innards of our organization, I have seen it in the way we treat one another, I have seen it in the way responsibility is avoided. Much is made of the need for autonomy of certain sectors of the athlete and volunteer corps. However, I would add we need to take an unvarnished look at how we conduct the very life of our sport. This cultural abdication from being accountable, being responsible, will sap us of our very being in the same way doping has. It is a moral imperfection and it must change.
Are we human, or are we dancer?
Are we going to show our humanity and own our errors? In the future, will we conduct our business accepting that the ultimate authority for our actions is our legally constituted Board of Directors? Are we going to be human and be accountable for our missteps? Or, are we going to continue to dance around the issue, dance away accountability and dance away from civility?
Much as I like to dance, I can tell you where I stand.
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Doug Logan is the CEO of USA Track & Field
(USATF), the national governing body for track and field, long distance running,
and race walking. Headquartered in Indianapolis, the organization has more than
90,000 members throughout the country.